Thursday, December 9, 2010

Make Room.

I always start with the current song playing. Stay Or Leave by DMB. Dave basically equals my life with melodies. I like his ability to lose the fluidity of the song and still remain beautiful.

This has been a big week. Most importantly, I part of my life was suddenly restored. I guess. Its hard going from being so crucial in this person's life to be not even a contact in his phone. All boils down to one person. All its doing. Now he calls me and says he wants to be 'friends' again... Do I look like a damn light switch. I think not. I don't deal with bitches on leashes. Its not that I'm complaining that he sudden;y wants friendship, but its almost like being monitored. Friendship shouldn't be allowed, or constricted. Its genuine and fulfilling. He's doesn't get a Pass go and collect $200, it must be earned.

Drumline has been stressful. I'm really anticipating next week's rehearsals. Seeing where the spots fall. I hope I'm one of them.

There are somethings that you do that urks me to the core. Yet I can't seem to stay even remotely mad at you for more than 10 minutes. Even if you behave like the majority of our student body. Which is why I'll miss you beyond reason next year.

I'm really in need of some live My Epic. Their sounds, aura, and words make me question everything that I had believed to be fixed in my life. Ranging from religion to how I shall greet people the next day. This further proving the abilities of music. I think people surpass music as just a catchy tune to play in the car, when its so much more. The music needs not lyrics. Our performance at VMEA was, for me, life changing. It was outstanding, and all of these brilliant adjectives that I wish I could think of at this point. During Our Yesterdays, I was in tears. The feeling of playing those broad chords was overwhelminng. I'm almost positive I wasn't the only one with mascara running.
Wow, that was a lot of emotion.

You grow on me everyday. We'll be a dream.
=Peyton.

1 comment:

  1. I
    love
    you

    please write a memoir. or have your own Comedy Central Presents special. or both.

    and I agree, to the thousandth percent, with the last paragraph. All of it.

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