Awwwww eff.

I forgot about school tomorrow.

I miss summer already.

Mine.

That's what you said to me. You wouldn't explain.

I need to stop. Haha.

I have unfortunately but willingly yet ever so cliche-like been "swept off my feet."
all he needs is shiny armor and a sword or some shit.

Polos.

I have found what it means to be truly happy, I think.

It changes everything that I do during the day.
Makes me smile a bit bigger.
Laugh a little harder.
Hug a little closer.
And trust a little deeper.

These feelings and words and touches are all completely new to me. I'm scared to express them but I know I should. "I just want to lay here with you and talk till I see the sun"

You can make my heart do somersaults, flutter, and completely melt. Maybe that's why I'm so scared.

"I want to keep you till next year, if you'll have me"
probably, the sweetest sentence anyone has ever said to me.

Slackin'

I haven't done this in a while. Maybe that's why I feel so stuffy. So prepare for a long post filled with short bits of information.
Let's begin.

Band camp has been time consuming but fun. At first I wasn't too keen on actually stayng with it, but learning drill these past few days have really reminded me why I do that bullshit in basics for hours on end. I greatly appreciate the lighter drum which has been bestowed upon me this year. Now I just need to memorize! -__-

Today at the end of afternoon practice truly made my day. Jacob was on drumset, Dylan on the nice marimba, Tim on vbes, and myself on the remaning marimba, and we played the pits warmup. It was absolutely magical. I kept smiling and looking at Dylan. We kept laughing and I wasn't that terrible. We now have our own four member pit :)

I got tazed for the first time the other day. Must say, not one of my happiest moments. Getting shocked by nine million volts is surprisingly painful. It instantly brought me to tears, which is when you really realized that you had gtten me. I proceeded to chase you and smack you in the head a few good times. A punsihment pretty lax compared to what I received.
The hug after was the best one ever.

I saw my long lost friend this weekend. I love when they lie to you and say "oh yeah, we'll still be friends" that's biggest pile of shitty shit I've ever heard. I feel bad that that sounds so bitchy, idgaf. It had been like three months since we had talked and longer than that since we've seen each other. I hope that damn monster was good enough.

I had never thought I could spend so much time with one person and not get annoyed. We can be honest and happy and carefree together. I catch you watching me from time to time on accident, I don't mind really, just kinda will ctach me off guard sometimes. I wish I had the ability to see the future or knew someone that could, cause at this point I'm really curious what would happen.

And finally, for my last and definitely most important little blurb.

I literally cannot grasp the fact that in almost 4 days i'll be losing my best friend. I can't believe the day is almost here. I remember back during winterline when the accpetance letter came in that august 14th is ages and eons away. Now look. I can see it on the calendar. Oddly for me, it's going to be scary without you here. Although it was only about a year ago, I couldn't imagine a time when we weren't this close.
I love you so much Chris.
In this past year, you've filled my life with endless happiness, joy, and laughter. I don't think I could thank you enough for those times that you've been there for me. Most times, I bet you didn't realize you made a difference.
I know you'll kick some major ass at UR. Show them what a real guido is. :)
The Cool Kids, forever and always. <3