....is a beauiful melody. Very insightful
Today I...:
Managed to play the bass drum while in motion.
Watched the Last Song
and nomed on some Hibachi.
Sounds like the life of a winner. I think so.
A conversation I had last night really made me think. It made me really consider what I want in life. And who I want to spend it with. I hope our "group," as I like to call it, stays together forever. I feel the most confortable with them and can tell all of them anything. But yet, there is always one that stands out. 'One' being the person this particular conversation was about. And our nonexistent but talked about "future." I know I'm awfully young to be even considering this, but I think of myself as an old soul. I've always thought about weddings and houses for sale and what colour my master bedroom will be. And this conversation made me think about what this future would be like the one. How happy we both will be.
It put an actual smile on my face.
My previous anxious thoughts about highschool and college were quickly displaced but my future happiness. Our future happiness.It made me put all of the pre-worries, as I like to call it, such as where my school parking spot will be, in a far away place. Instead the thoughts of not being able to get the mortgage in on time hurried to the front. Again, I know I shouldn't have a thread of that in my brain....
"Funny The Way It Is," isn't it?
In all actuality, my life has just begun. Really 16 isn't that long. It may be long to drive the same car or use the same toothbrush. But not to live. Ergo, for now, each new day is all I shall worry about and who is lucky to be in it :P. Seems like a good plan?
Work hard.
=Peyton.
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